'An Ellie Goulding song plays on the radio with a beautiful melody which stops me in my tracks. Ellie sings 'It's OK to be afraid.' This reduces me to tears. Sketch puts his arms around me and we cry together for a while. We feel like she is singing directly to us. It's … Continue reading Lady Sketch Chemo Diaries – The One Where They Said I was Going To Die… Part 1.